i don’t understand how my bestfriend more than anyone in this world could pick up and just leave, when he promised he would never. I don’t understand. I loved you. you were my first love, and before that you were my bestfriend. know i live in a world, not knowing if you still love me and, i live in a world without my bestfriend. no one can fill that. i love you it’s plain as that, i won’t stop. we compared ourselves to Allie and Noah, well i guess you’re Allie now and i’m Noah. i will sit here and wait, and still love as long as i have to. i really do hope you’re happy with  whoever is next, she’s lucky. she better not take you forgranted. It took Allie and Noah seven years. i don’t know why but i still believe we’ll have our happy ending, two years we went without saying a thing how we felt. i can suffer a few more.

So tonight, this kid always throws big parties well this one was huge at least a few hundred kids. his house is on five acres and basically filled with cars. well the neighbors called the cops and it took 2 hrs for them to even show up but when they did they jumped the walls the gates were blocked, half of ridge dipped out, and ran like they were invincible. about 85 stayed to watch including my friends finally 45 minuets go by cops say we can leave, they don’t even breathalyze us, and when we all could leave, we tore out of there. The street was completely lined with kids trying to leave, although the party fell through, it’s night’s like these that make me love high school (picture of everyone tearing out of there)